Extrasensory Perception
Tuesday, 1 December 1998

i first expereienced screwy things strating in highschool, mainly i was seeing things i knew i shouldnt be seeing and i was feeling things around me more than that was normal. as my friends begun to amass internal emotional problems i came to discover i knew soemthing was wrong but i thought i was just nutty. so i the result was i never said anything about it. i then went to college where i was allowed more freedom with the information i could get my hands on and eventually came to discover what exactly the problem was. i was empathic, i saw energy...or auras...or halos (any or all adjectives apply in my opinion), i could put off "feelings" to those around me..good or bad, and i finally decided to deal with the prophetic dreams that i was having since grade school (my grandmother dying triggered this off). i also came to discover in educating myself that my parents had a few of these ablities but dad was just "sensitive" and moms dreams were just a "coincidence". as i came to discover these things i began to selectively start useing them in helping my friends or to tell if people are lying to me(another talent i soon developed).

as i have gotten older and did more reading to gain more understanding of what exactly was going on it enabled me to more effectively use my talents and to control them. i have found that when i am comfortable with a few of my friends i do drop most of my defenses and suddenly my friends are glowing away and if the topic of discussion gets touchy i have been known to break down and cry for them not for me. all i can say though is you would need to actively practice using what you have first of all, but one at a time. information overload is a bitch. My quest for control has been a slow and bumpy one and for the most part i block everything out unless i need to tap into something because i feel its almost an unfair advantage at times. actually if i had a choice about things i think i would prefer being a telekinetic and cash in all these various other talents i have but no such luck and also i dont think humanities brains have evolved to the point where telekinesis is possible. but that's a personal theory of mine.

By Mara
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